Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Exhausted

Dear God, I just too tired of all this illness and this tempation. Give me more strength, please.  I know I don't deserve to ask anything to you anymore. Forgive me, I always complaining about your test :(

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Tuhan
Hari ini sungguh aku ingin marah pada-Mu Tuhan
Karena kau memberikan ku cobaan yang menurutku begitu keterlalauan
tapi untung aku sadar
bahwa aku tidak punya alasan untuk marah
karena aku yakin kau tau apa yang terbaik bagiku
dan biarlah kehendakmu yang terjadi dalam hidupku
dan bukan kehendakku
Aku tidak mau menyusahkan teman-teman
dan orang-orang disekelilingku
tapi aku tau semua ini harus aku hadapi
dan aku tahu bahwa hanya dengan kuasa-Mu lah
aku bisa menjalani ini dengan hati yang terbuka
Kalaupun kesembuhan dan kesehatan tak boleh menjadi milikku
Jangan biarkan hidupku yang singkat ini berlalu dengan sia-sia Tuhan
Izinkan aku menjadi berarti
bagi orang lain, bagi dunia ini
biarkan aku menjadi pelita-Mu bagi mereka
yang berada dalam kegelapan
Tuhan
Hari ini aku belajar sesuatu yang baru
aku telah merasakan sakitnya disakiti
aku telah merasakan sakitnya terjatuh
tapi aku tahu
dalam Engkau sekalipun aku terjatuh
aku tak akan pernah sampai tergeletak
karena Engkau ada untuk memberikan aku kekuatan yang kekal
Tuhan hari ini aku ingin membuat janji dengan-Mu
aku berajanji seberapa seringnyapun aku terjatuh
aku akan berdiri dan berdiri lagi
dengan semangat yang tak mungkin padam
mungkin penyakit ini boleh melumatkan seluruh tubuhku Tuhan
tapi tidak jiwaku
karena aku tidak akan pernah menyerah

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Demonstrator admonished the rised up of fuel massively

it's been more than one months i don't post anything.
so this time I'd like to give my opinion about what happened on my country. This serious problem has taken some of large demonstrator. They have admonished the mark up of BBM also in some area in Indonesia made a demonstration especially in the goverment agencies place and some fuel stations. They claimed about this massively,whised he goverment and the president canceled their decision soon. Cause its really depends and give a bad affect of their life. One of the huge demonstran was in the monument national in front of the presiden’t palace at Medan merdeka street last Tuesday. Because of this action,the traffic management took an action by diverting some of the main road to the alternative way. Actually this was annoyed of some people on their daily bussiness. They were really admonished the goverment planned on rising the fuel/BBM price around twenty percent from the normal price. For me it was just fine for the goverment and their cabinet to take a decision by mark up the price of BBM if it doesn’t exsist any more. But,remember to the unlucky people who still living in the below of poverty line today,the best way could be get is rising the fuel price at least five hundred rupiahs added or one thousand rupiahs added per littre would be better. So,there is could be still a good relation between the citizen and the goverment. And there are no more bad affect and another victims was killed by an accident like this anymore. Cause there is a good and better living in a good goverment which could hear the disire and look into the painful of the citizen.

Actually, I created this article to completed my task in d'school. But i like to share it on my blog. Thank you

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Something wrong.

Gatau kenapa akhir-akhir ini gue jadi mellow, mungkin kebawa sama suasana musim hujan.. 'maybe'.
Di tahun 2012 ini gue punya wishlist dan salah satu dari wish list gue adalah 'sebisa mungkin jauh dari masalah' tapi gatau kenapa minggu2 terakir ini gue jadi 'bermasalah' tiba2 aja suka sedih sendiri, I don't know why. One of my problem is my family. Gue paling sering curhat tentang keluarga gue, sama arum atau anggi, but now arum lagi punya masalah juga di sekolah dan gak mungkin gue cerita ke dia, dan gue juga udah jarang ketemu anggi. mau lewat bbm juga gak enak. jadi ya gue sebisa mungkin mendem masalah in sendirian.gue juga sempet mau cerita ke temen smp tp kita juga udah jarang ketemu..dan bisa dibilang gue kangen banget sama mereka.
gue tau nulis2 kayak gini di blog bisa terbilang 'norak or whatever people say' tapi dengan kayak gini kayaknya jadi lebih plong rasanya, eventhough I'm not write what the problem is.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Looking for



I'm sincerely looking for backpacks. Actually the price isn't friendly to me....
Should I going to mangga dua?-_- maybe this thing would be really good for my birthday present. Amen

Friday, January 6, 2012

Everybody dies, but not everybody lives and just because you're alive doesn't mean you're living.